What is this Thing I Call Myself?

Wisewomen, if you were to stop, and I mean stop thinking, and just be still for a moment. Look inside and ask yourself, what is this thing I call myself? Who is asking the question? We go inside and there is a second of understanding, a second of "knowing", a second of awakening. The "time between" the asking and the mind stepping in and saying, "Well, I don't know", "I must have done it wrong", because I don't know what this thing is that I call myself. Mind says, I must have done it wrong.

Who is doing the looking? Who is this ... consciousness that asks the question. You can go through all kinds of spiritual maneuvers to "find consciousness". Meditation (the perfect kind), prayer (the right kind), the perfect spiritual person (try that for 1/2 hour and learn a BIG lesson in failure), and on, and on, and on.

Who we appear to be is not who we are, however, if we deny who we appear to be, we'll never get to who we really are. If we accept what we appear to be, our mind is open to look deeper. I appear to be a woman. I appear to be human. But is that what is really true?

Are you ready to awaken as you really are? As you always have been? As you never have had to strive to be? The Spirit in you is not a thing - nothing. And yet, when you let down the personality, the ego, the striving to be something, you realize that you are everything, and nothing. When you tap into conscious Spirit, you realize that you are accepted with unconditional love and acceptance. You have a sense of peace and well being. You don't have to justify your existence to yourself or anyone else. We always knew this, but we were trained to give away our authentic authority and forget who we really are.

Some people find meditation helpful to tap into the vastness of who they are. Some people are just quiet and feel their body's energy vibrating. Some people hear music, car noise, traffic, talking, animals, silence, chatter, or whatever, and slip into that deep sense of Self. That deep sense of who they really are. That deep quiet space of I Am. Alpha - Omega. Choose who you will follow. Will you follow the limited, little, self-deprecating image of who you should be, or will you go to that deep, quiet space of I Am, and realize who you really are.

Times now call for each of us to rise to I Am. Not by wrote, not by speech, not by sign, but by silence of our own inner being of who we really are. That is the awakening to your health, wealth and wisdom.

Come my love, come to the light of your own sweet self.